Tuesday, June 19, 2007

More than half...


More than halfway through chemo. Only 2 more Taxol treatments. Then surgery, then radiation, every day for 6 weeks, then we just wait and keep checking if a re occurrance occurs.

So far, no side effects, but I know they're coming. I figure by tomorrow, I'll be crawling through the house again. It lasts usually three days.

In between all this, I am trying to keep my mom's financial head above water, sell her house, pay her bills, pay OUR every increasing list of debtors, ugh. What a life. But in a way if I didn't have all this to do, all I would do is sit around thinking about the cancer. So maybe it's better.

Still not over The Sopranos. I heard on TV someone at HBO now claims that Tony IS dead. That the clue was the revisit to the conversation he had with Bobby in the first episode, that you don't hear the bullet coming. Hence, why it suddenly went black. This really is messin' me up. I had totally decided that he went into Witness Protection. Now, we hear this. Now I'm getting pissed off again, why screw around with the fans like this?? Give us a definite answer, why keep people changing their minds and searching through the episode like this?

Until I hear David Chase says he's dead, I'm sticking with what I decided.

Hey Janet, darling, I sent you a few emails, havent heard from you, what's the gig with the flood and such? NOW, I'm worried cause I haven't heard. Please write me a short note if you read this.

My hubby bought me Paul McCartney's new CD for my BDay and would you believe I haven't listened to it yet?? Too much shit going on, I want to sit back uninterrupted and listen, but I have absolutely no time for that.

But here's something weird. I don't know what we were watching last night (late) and the cat is meowing for bedtime food, I kept saying yeah, yeah, then I said to him, OK, who wants to go have bedtime? At the same time a commercial comes on, with music. Instantly, in my head I'm like, "that's Paul". I turn around and sure enough it's a clip from a vid and an advert for ITunes. Hubby was watching the screen, so he knew, but he saw my head fly around and I said "I KNEW that was Paul" He was amazed (Maybe I'm Amazed). Guess you recognize someone you've been listening to for over 40 years, eh? ;o)

All for now, cheerio.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey Keri,
I sent you quite a few emails and a birthday wishes ecard, but I never got a notice you opened it. I've getting spam mail from you selling viagra LOL! So I think your mails is f*d up!

Wow, there is so much involved with this treatment you are getting. It seems endless, but will be worth it when you have beaten it. The flood threat is over, but they really carried on like it was comimg.

Take care of yourself, and please know I care and think about you every day.
Janet